Who/What/Why
My purpose here is to stay sober. Crazy thoughts in my crazy head zing around in this pressure-cooker, and writing as a practice works to keep the mental monsters orderly, deflated and negotiable. And, unlike meetings or phone therapy, I can always go back and check my perception. I am undisciplined and grandiose with elusive self-esteem. Hence–a goal: to tease out what could be termed loosely, reality. My thoughts go down here to chronicle my journey. It’s been pretty incredible thus far, and the next indicated step for me is to write. What I do to heal, to understand, to help must happen every single day. Whether I walk the desert, create art in a studio, work with others or just sit in amazement in the gift that is my life, I will forget unless I make it a habit to punctuate the purpose of my new awareness. After years of insanity, I got another chance; I’m writing this one down. I make no claim to truth, and I do not care too much if I read less than brilliant. I need to do this for me. If anything here helps you, it’s above what I imagined.
Summer Sunset at Seven
Page is under construction and quite patient with my learning curve.
love new entry, and yes – helpful. love the picture. did you take this??? keep writing and I will keep reading. I am going to do what I said I would do and that is tomorrow night, at 7:30. Before I meet my new students, I will meet some new friends. people who understand. I made a promise and I will keep it!!! I love you T!
hey you! glad to see you writing. things here have been status quo. I am thinking of enrolling in a masters program. went to info meeting on wed. and applied. waiting to hear if I was excepted. Anyway, was glad to read your newest entry . . . i love you and miss you as always! keep writing!